Sadness has its own virtues indeed. I tend to look deep within myself. Everything around seems to have something to offer. The existence of each and everything in this world has a meaning. The answers to some perennially unanswered questions seem to be coming from some directions. If I ever had misgivings regarding my own existence, justifications seem to come for that as well. What I am in this world for. What my existence means for myself and for others. While I am here, through my actions and inactions I need to be in coherence with those meanings.
In general, one needs to be jovial. The belief is that its the happiness that keeps you going forward and explore new things. But at times I do need to take a pause in this journey of life, full of pace. To look back and ponder whether I have been able to do justice with my life or not. That in a way gives me more strength to face challenges further, which are surely going to be more demanding. These challenges just can’t be expected be come any day and hit hard right into my face for which I was largely unprepared.
